~Is it enough to love?~
~Is it enough to breathe?~
~Somebody rip my heart out~
~And leave me here to bleed~
dunnoe where i stopped...dun bother to even look.....xams are juz rnd the corner and i haven even strt revising-.-at thurs de PE gt captain ball...did i juz saed tt?heck care la...if i didn't den juz skip the rest of the part coz i gonna repeat...won 4-1^^the sihaolian catch ball catch until so.....we r indeed a strongr team^^ wif a gd defender,attacker,catcher,passer^^den at fri PE, sihaolian cried coz she fell down den noone pitied her den she haven finish the finishing line she go rub her legs-.-cannot w8 until finish liao den rub mehz-.-den when evelyn saed sth lyk "walao.." she sae "shi wo die dao you bu shi ni men die dao" -.- fall down kena tease oni wad -.- den she crossed her arms angrily and walked to the corner in a proud manner and cried there...den minqi pitied her or wadever...trying gain sympathy la she....minqi lyk trying to get us to her den i kinda saed angrily lyk" guan wo shen me pi shi...ku si gen hao" or sth lyk tt...out of fury...b4 oral we go the classrm w8 marhz....den when cher call 2nd batch den i nt called den jieling sae she saw cher pointing at my table...den when cher sae i nt counted i saed sth lyk"ni pian wo" den pointed wrong direction lol aiya heck care la...Chi: hong lao shi El: mrs dhil the el de when ik at table there alrdy strting to laugh...i oso dunnoe y lol juz feel lyk laughing-.-i siao liao dez....den cher de conversation ask wad" when do u feel angry" or wadever...den i sae the sihaolian thing...abt how she boasts and ish so vain and when we tried to make her change her waes she cried and such...den cher sae wad " how do u react..." den i sae i wld ignore(which ish nt true lorhz...ltr tell u reason y) or confront them if they are my fwens...when i saed finish liao i accidentally add an "and" den cher cut off--i tot cher cutting off saved my life but i was wrong--den she sae wad "v gd" or wadever den she tell mi to cont. den i quickly think up of saeing" i dun think tt fiteing or scolding vulgarities wld make the person sae sry to u and make u feel bttr"-.-den cher sae "thank you. u saed it all" or wadever...den at the giving oral mrks she pondered for a moment whether she shld gimme a full mrks den she sae can b improved and my voice too soft nidda b louder-.-haiz...there goes all of cher's dui wo men de xpectations....den at the the chi oral gt 2 tang chi den the first tang chi de chi i sae until v soft coz nt sure den the 2nd tang chi i sae sligtly louder but still quite soft la...den the pic discuss i oni sae a few things...hope for the worst liaoz larhz...den after tt go back of hall discuss on capt. ball thing...evelyn and sokyee transfer to another grp....coz tt grp too weak liaoz...wif tt sihaolian...den aftr tt go down while discussing huanglaoshi come tou ting den i sae ltr she spread our top secrets den she lyk v sad lyk tt den i sae sry oso no use...think she fake de baz...aniwae feel quite guilty larhz...i scared ppl cry when i hurt their feelings one nehz...xsecially those hu closer to mi de...cher or fwens...xcept sihaolian narhz...i haf no sympathy on her...oh yarh...when i come out of the hall, evelyn come den she go kik cheeliang de ball(soccer--bie xiang wai) to other ppl de bag....eh...he nv make us angry or wadever we kik his things for wad? den she sae wad i heart pain or wadever-.-i shi hen jiang dao li de guai kia ok?zi kua zi kua....Reason y i sae when at oral i sae" i wld ignore.."or sth lyk tt...tt i was telling a lie coz when discussing at concourse cheeliang suddenly appear sae wad gt someone die den aftr i go hit his head--i oso dunnoe y i did so-- den evelyn oso hit or sth den charmaine sae wad" fu qi chao jia..." go hell larhz u....he nt related to mi....sry arhz charmaine...tell go hell....den ltr he hit my head again den nvm...i dun care....den ltr for no reason he hit again den charmaine drag mi to the gate c...den i put my bag inside the van...as ish v hot so i go out...den think haf time so go concourse suan chang....den go jieling there saw his bag den go kik...den saw him wan hit his head den he go brisk-walk/jog/run in a slow manner awae...den minqi and kevelyn go corner him den coz he gt the soccer ball marhz...den i wanna snatch awae so makes it easier to hit den minqi and evelyn help mi den when the ball ish in their hands i hit his head den ltr i run awae coz 1. ltr he hit mi 2. ltr my van go liaoz...den rushed into the van den the kdriver sae "ni bu xiang hui jia liao arhz?" or sth lyk tt....juz finished my duck rice....looking forward to tmr....going charmaine hse de basketball court prac captain ball^^ jieling msg chihon tell him inform other guys liaoz...so bcome Boys VS Girls....wonder hu will win....coz they will win de lorhz..so tall....wonder hu's their captain and hu's coming....glad to noe tt confirm yihao and cheeliang sure nt gonna b asked XP coz last time oso lyk tt...mayb we haf a high chance of winning mayb dun haf...aniwae brb...i go wash plate and go take my fruit(dragonfruit)....wad else to post lehz....so sianz....sihaolian so.....let's nt tok aby her bttr la...wanna noe more abt her go sihaolian.blogspot.com....den u can c all bad things abt her...there's where we vent ur frustrations but all in codesnames...some u can guess out ish hu de larhz....still nidda wrap evelyn de present wif 12 magazine papr 2 transparent 1 vanguard...pro rite?lol and nidda finish my The Moorchild^^ nice man...ish a story abt a gal hu ish a half moorfolk(fairies pixies.etc) and half human coz her mother ish moorfolk and father ish human....she came to tis wlrd coz she cannot do wad a norm moorfolk cld do(wink out change shape/colour.etc) den she luve to go to the Moor(where moorfolks r sometimes found) and she cld c things which other ppl cldn't(runes, moorfolk when they wink out.etc) so the other children call her "freaky-odd" coz a change ling ish a moorfolk tt ish stupid, ugly.etc changed for a pretty.etc one...she met a boy named Tam and he ish lyk a v close fwen of hers coz he doesn't think she's weird...her eyes changes colours too....den the memories of her past began to unfold b4 her eyes when she grows oldr den she finally knew she was actually a changeling...den she is planning to venture into the Mound(where the moorfolks live) to search for the baby which was taken awae and change wif her....den the boy Tam wans to follow to....the rest of the adventure i hadn't read but i was kinda touchd when the father wanted to try anithing to protect her "daughter(Saaski, the changeling) when the villagers wanted to throw her into the fire at Midsummer coz itis believe tt the fire ish magical and destroys magic and evil or sth lyk tt.....so she ran awae and went into the Mound and the adventure will begin...the bk consists of 24 chaps and 241 pgs if i didn't forget....won silver....damn nice, reccomended to read....itis dedicated to all children hu feels diff....i think...dun rmb....hope i can finish the bk quickly...and in the end...the villagers, even hr past parents foget abt Saaski/Moql(the changeling) but Old Bess( Anwara's mother--Anwara ish Saaski's mum and Anwara ish married to Yannon)still rmbers the gal i think...dun rmb....still dunnoe wad to wear ehz....mayb a light blue long jeans+? i oso dunnoe.....tis ish quite a long post....aniwae i think our music lesson dun haf liaoz...change to singing....the guys sure noisy lyk hell de....hope dun haf duet...so lame....aniwae happy birthdae to jieling(had i saed tt b4?)u r now (12+1dae) yrs old^^oh yarh...and there's a party made for jieling to celebrate her b'dae and gif her an unforgettable and memorable b'dae^^ had a "tiramisuwee" cake^^ evelyn nv count the no. of ppl den go cut the cake so some ppl get a lesser portion...heck care la...ish we enjoy ambience nt the food...den gordon go drink 5cups of fizzy drinks den nv eat-.-den nt enuf drinks though gt two large bottles.....tried to finish everithing....den gt someone sae cheemang(or huever itis) eat de cake evelyn eat b4...den he lyk v disgusted lol i think ish a lie baz...i oso dunnoe lehz...den i kept dropping the cake...waste of food...den when jieling open i gif her de present she v angry coz gt 12 layers hehezevelyn gonna kill mi too baz....coz same style^^lol wanna zhen ta men...bu rang ta men dong dao li wu^^so mani layers...hope they wun take revenge on my b'dae oso lyk tt...lol...aiya heck care la...ish the tot tt counts rite?
---TiNa---
~Is it enough to die?~
~Somebody save my life~
~I'd rather be anything but ordinary please~