Post requested by CHELSEA...hmm...for a change and since i'm feeling _ _ _ hahaha i shall start and end my post with whatever was in my _ _ _ during the camp...advised not to read...
Many things had gone through in my mind while I was in the camp.
I knew not why my mind would actually process these thoughts,
perhaps it was because I was a very much distance away from you.
I tried to analyze the situation,
but i cant bring myself to face the fact.
The truth hurts,
That's what people say,
But come to think of it, it's more than that.
I know I would not be able to give up everything,
But still, it's meaningless to save something that will never be the same.
I've tried,
but no chances were given to me.
I didn't want everything to end like this,
But I have to do it.
To just end everything.
I was stuck in a dilemma.
And in the two days of my absence,
I realised that you ain't my only source of happiness.
You ain't even my source of anything.
You are just another typical guy out there.
Non-important to me.
That was what I wish I was thinking.
But my thoughts switched to and fro.
Come to think of it,
The other guys out there could make me laugh more than you do.
Just a short sentence:
1,2,3
yin shui shi yuan,
Could make me laugh for hours.
And you?
Perhaps you are a source,
But that's a source of pain and frustration.
That gave me the guts to end all with you.
And that was what you wanted,
I guess.
It will hurt,
I know,
But still,
It's better off in this way.
Everyone will agree with me.
You are not cut-out for longdistance relationship,
But I am,
It can be said that we are
天壤之别。
So I guess it's time to move on.
YES! No more you,
No more this,
No more that,
Some things will never be the same,
Although it may.
BLahh...
Everything's over..A new life,
A new me,
A new NHNCCG Private!!
Garangness
